 - How did you start your sex life? Was it an easy decision? Was there a long period of foreplay, petting, oral sex, or was it spontaneous? How did you feel having lost virginity? Can you say it became a special experience for you?
I lost my virginity after the school exams. We had a lot of fun: drank wine, vodka and beer and danced. There were a lot of guys from our class, as well as from other classes, friends of friends, etc. So, we went out with one guy – Sergey – to see a friend of his.
Andrei, that was the name of the guy we visited, suggested we smoked some pot. I had never taken any drugs before, and if I had been in a sober state, I would have refused no doubt. But since we had all been pretty drunk by then, brakes were gone, so I agreed.
Andrei made a joint and offered me to try it first, but I refused. Then he, having lit it up and making the first draw, handed it over to Sergey, who passed it to me then. Not having any experience, I must have smoked too much of it and lost control. Suddenly Sergey said he had to go home, got up and went to the corridor. I ran after him meaning to ask him to stay, but he had waved his hand already. Suddenly I felt sick and got back to Andrei’s room. When he saw that I was not feeling too hot, he helped me lay down on the bed, and went to the adjacent room himself. Shortly he came back, and having turned the VCR on, lay by my side. Soon I realized that he put some porn on. We watched it for a while, then when it got really dirty, I asked him to turn it off, and that was what he did. I do not know how long we lay on that bed for.
Suddenly he kissed me and I responded. We began kissing, at first just touching each other’s lips, then he put his tongue in my mouth and we began to kiss ‘seriously’. He stroked my legs, then decided to touch my breasts, I took his hands off, but he insisted. I did not have any sexual experience then yet (I was still a virgin), but on several occasions we had gone pretty far with my boyfriend, I had done him a few blowjobs already, so I felt myself confident enough. My panties were already wet with desire and I felt cramps in my thighs. My skirt was pulled up high and Andrei stroked me between the legs with his palm and I melted at his touch.
Shortly my tights and panties were gone. Without stopping his kiss, Andrei put a finger in my pussy. That felt so nice. I stroked the hard protuberance in his pants, tried to unzip his fly and let his cock out.
He got to his knees, undid his pants and pulled them down together with panties. I could not wait any longer, I wanted him to stick his cock inside me sooner. I spread my legs and took his cock in my hand, it was so smooth and hard! I tried to point it into my little hole, but it did not work. It hurt and I told him about it. He began inserting his cock in my vagina himself, until he put it in all the way. Then he began to move inside me – that was nice, it was for the first time that I felt a man’s cock inside me, and it felt great. He did not go deep inside me – I was not quite sure either he was being cautious, or he just had a short cock. Suddenly he stopped and began to come inside me. We lay together for a couple of minutes after, then he got up and went to the shower.
Having come back from the shower, he suggested I went to the shower too. I managed to wash myself somehow – there was no light in the bathroom, I took a pill, he gave me to make sure I avoided complications in the form of pregnancy, and having dressed up, went out. Andrei came up and began to stroke my breasts again, he must have wanted continuation, but I told him it was time for me to go home and asked him to see me off to the station.
Seemingly reluctant, he dressed up and we went out. We did not speak as we walked to the station, neither we spoke at the station.
My bus came, he kissed me and I got on. I felt bitter and disgusted. Was it how it had been supposed to happen? I had dreamt of it many times before, but never thought it would happen like this, in such a way. And with who?
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